"DREAMS"
I had a dream one day that I would have the perfect Family, Life, a Family of Unity, one that always, always, agreed about everything, no screaming, anger, fighting, hitting, calling names, braking things, pain, hurt, humiliation, loneliness just laughter, hugs, kisses, gentle touchs, acceptance, joy, peace, . I thought I, Trudy alone could make this Dream come true.
I gratuated from High school, desired so badly to bring this Dream of mine to Reality.
I went to work because I knew that I needed money to bring about this Dream and I needed a man to marry if I was to have children. Then Struggles started happening. But I was Persistant, I was going to make this happen. Well, the first year of my marriage I could not figure out what was going on, where is the Dream of Growing up, Getting Married and Living Happily Everafter !!!
Not a Reality !!! Just a Dream !!! I was devestated, I crashed, fell to all my Weaknesses, and kept going down down down. I kept turning to God and say Whats wrong here Its a beautiful Dream. Am I not worthy of Happiness, Love. Do I not deserve it. I was alway a good Girl. Tried my best to do what was right. Well, That Persistance in me kept me going, I was going to get my dream one way or the other .....
To make a long story short " What I experiened that day in Disney World was God showing me "Trudy" you have it Girl If you learn to "Stop" "Listen" I am here for you, with you. You "Trudy" have been RUNNING ahead of me, without me !!! Surrender --- Trust --- Have Faith -- I am your Father -- I would never abandon you !!! That is Love -- Unconditioal Forgiving Love -- Acceptance !!!! There is no human who can give that to you without knowing me first, But you have to Choose me, Trust me and I will be your Guide !!!!
My Choice is God, God's will be done not mine --
Luke 9:23 -- Jesus says "If anyone wishes to come after m, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me"
My Priest told me one day and I reflect on this every time I read this reading,
He said "We all want the Glory of the Ressurection but Not the Cross. No one want to suffer first, feel pain, hurt, Who wants to drink the cup of "Jesus" ??????? Thats where "Choice" comes in !!!
I want to share what I heard God say to me Yester day !!!
I go to Church everymorning when God wills it and I hear Him Loud and Clear because I open my heart to him -- surrender it all -- I bring my all and lay it at the Feet of Jesus --
Luke 24: 35 - 48
Jesus said "PEACE be with you" .... but they were STARTLED and TERRIFIED , they thought that they were SEEING a ghost.. .... Jesus said "Why are you TROUBLED ???" ... Why do you
QUESTIONS rise in your HEARTS ???? ... TOUCH and SEE ..... whild they were still incredulous for JOY and were amazed .... Jesus asked " .. anything here to EAT ???? " ......
..... Jesus said " ....everythin written about me in the LAW of Moses and in the prophets and PSALMS must be fulfilled." Then he opened their MINDS to understand the scriptures. ... Then he said. "Thus it is written that the Messiah would SUFFER and rise from the dead on the third day and REPENTANCE ..... in his name to all the nations .......You are WITNESSES of these things
Then the Priest gave his talk and this is what he said and I heard ---
When God Communicates to us, we first feel FEAR -- we are STARTLED - TERRIFIED -- we question, we worry, we wonder, our Hearts are troubled BUT if we slow down and LOOK and REFLECT on the WORD OF GOD. The JOY starts setting in over the Fear. When we TRUST ...
We eat these WORDS we Digest them, take them Deep down into our HEARTS then the Peace and Joy of Jesus Christ is there Not Fear. We can ACCEPT the SUFFERING what ever it may be -- an illness, death, lot of a job, Because God is always there, We are never alone and He died to give us Life -- REPENTANCE -- To be sorry for our sins and Change our Minds, We can Rise with Christ, in His Name we can be WITNESSES to all the world..
Amen !!
Glory and Praise to you, Lord, Jesus Christ !!!
I am living my Dream !!!
Yours in Christ,
Trudy
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Permalink Reply by James Robert Kessler on
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Trudy,
You said it well...."I am living my Dream !!! " God is the one who places dreams and desires within our hearts. Most of the time, we never trust in them because we think they are our own imaginations.
Keep living the dream Trudy because you are living for God through them.
Be blessed today,
Jim
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Permalink Reply by mia smith on -
Thank you Brother James, you invite me back. i try to staying, and blong to less Group, but even that is only my way, not the LORD`S way. i gess the LORD`S way is what ever the HOLY SPIRIT leading me to do, i just need to do it for the LORD. thank you again Brother James. sister Trudy, your honest Heart talk and your feeling is so precious. in this World we are going trough tribulation, but the LORD JESUS say "take Heart I over come the World." the ture happyness or anything matter it only comes through HIM, because HE is the ORIGIN of all things, specially about LOVE! i thank you, about how much you love the LORD JESUS. GOD BLESS YOU< FAMILYS< CHURCH. <:>< mia
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Permalink Reply by Trudy S. Eichorn on -
Thank you Mia,
You are a blessing !!! I share in your struggles on stay, leave ??? What I have learned in my Faith Journey that we must stay open to God's Will, What is God asking of me ??? I find that hard at times -- Keep going no matter what !! That is a part of Total Surrender, Trust, Faith -- Walking in Faith -- Allowing the Holy Spirit to lead us -- I like to read 1 Corinthians 10: 13 -- When I am feeling down, not sure what to do, It says "No trial has come to you but what is Human. God is faithful and will not let you be tried beyond your strength; but with the trial he will also provide a way out, so that you may be able to bear it"
That reminds me the Importants of Stand with Jesus -- Keep my eyes fixed on him -- I am a child of God and God will never leave me -- I can pick up my daily crosses because God is always with me -- The Spirit Leading me !!!
Sister Mia you are never alone !!! I am Happy you are staying in this Group !! Thanks to all the wonderful people Here !!
Thank you James for this Wonderful Topic "Prophetic Voices" !!!
God Bless,
Yours in Christ,
Trudy
mia smith said:Thank you Brother James, you invite me back. i try to staying, and blong to less Group, but even that is only my way, not the LORD`S way. i gess the LORD`S way is what ever the HOLY SPIRIT leading me to do, i just need to do it for the LORD. thank you again Brother James. sister Trudy, your honest Heart talk and your feeling is so precious. in this World we are going trough tribulation, but the LORD JESUS say "take Heart I over come the World." the ture happyness or anything matter it only comes through HIM, because HE is the ORIGIN of all things, specially about LOVE! i thank you, about how much you love the LORD JESUS. GOD BLESS YOU< FAMILYS< CHURCH. <:>< mia -
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Permalink Reply by mia smith on
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Thank you Sister Trudy. i love the people who Love the LORD JESUS. the person, who ever Love the LORD JESUS, they have to know the LORD JESUS personally. you can tell people who love the LORD. it has been busy day by day. i am a up for the My grand Son. any ways thank you for the Comment. bless you. <:>< mia
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Permalink Reply by Tami on -
1 Corinthians 10: 13 "No trial has come to you but what is Human. God is faithful and will not let you be tried beyond your strength; but with the trial he will also provide a way out, so that you may be able to bear it"
This means so much, and reinforces what I heard in a song by the Crabb Family: I prepare for battle on my knees. We go into battle with the one that would hurt us, that tests us as he did Jesus and the strongest position from which to begin the battle is on our knees, praying and giving back The Word. I am working hard on listening better. Thank you for sharing your dream. -
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